DRUNK RARE FREESTYLE *AMEN* 😪🙏 lyrics

[Intro]
But no one listened to my fears
So when I disappear, shed two tears
'Cause I was the one real n*gga here, ame—

[Bridge]
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ADD, am I dying?
No, it's ADD, Attention Deficit Disorder, you also have ADHD, it's hyperactive cousin
Oh, wow I... I need a minute to think about this

[Verse 1]
I need a fork and knife to gouge my own eyes out
I must be schizophrenic, 'cause my mind's filled with mind clouds
You don't wanna hear my story, if I do, rhyme about
My mom would beat me with aggression if I spoke too loud (Why, why, why can you not understand me?)
Never believеd in Santa or Jesus, was raised in doubt
So wherе the f*ck will I go when my time runs out?
Hopefully anywhere but here
I've been scared for my whole life, I've been sick for years
But no one listened to my fears
So when I disappear, shed two tears
'Cause I was the one real n*gga here, amen

[Verse 2]
I'ma carve pumpkins, it's November
Just to watch the way the traumatic memories, I remember
Should have died that night, twenty-fifth of September
Drink away the things I felt, I feel it in my liver
Charmin' eyes, when I see 'em, my soul shivers
It breaks in two, my memories of you
The hate that I consume, could hotbox this entire room
Replayin' all the different events that I've lived through
What have your eyes seen?
Seen a body made of you, your vessel is my cocoon
Forever in your divine light