Same Old Pain lyrics

[ Verse 1 ]
I bought this knife to protect me
But now it tells me to cut deep
It stings but can't deny
The temporary joy it brings
Yet another night of I can't sleep
Yet another night of I can't sleep

Now I won't be entertained
Now you won't be constrained

I won't let you win
Because of you
I need to remind myself
I'm not useless

I love the ghost
But not the ones who gave me hope
Like I'm owed

[ Verse 2 ]
I could kill myself tonight
But you would still ignore me purposely
Suddenly I'm not worth your precious time
Why can't you just get rid of mе