​astigmatic lyrics

[Verse 1]
I can look in the mirror, the first time that I've done it
But my reflection never wants to look back once I am
See you again this winter, don't know if I'll be better
Don't want to close this window, I'm getting scared, it's getting cold

[Verse 2]
I stayed outside the garage, don't think I'll let go this time
The quietness is the only thing I can seem to find
It's never been there before, I swear it came yesterday
If I really loved this place, I wouldn't feel it getting cold