​indecisive liar living in solitude lyrics

I can't be decisive
I'm a demon in disguise
Everybody hates me
And I hate that I tell lies
I can't see the f*cking point
I don't know why I am trying
Everybody sees thru me
Like a motherf*ckin' eyelid

We move out to an island
Cause I know you like solitude
The pain of being alone still
Somehow doesn't f*ck with you
Observe your every move just
To see what you f*ckin' do
I can't help myself from lying to the ones that I love
I'ma thug
Tell me I'm your only one
Tell mе that I'm from above
Backwash in my semen typе of f*ckin love
Even though I always lie can you just be mine I don't wanna... f*ck