[Verse 1: Chubby Jag]
Yeah, remember once I had a prom
But couldn't tell my Dad cause I only had a Moms
And she keep snapping, Pops would have had her come
Got me pressed to blow up, I just wish I had a bomb (Chubby)
She say he gone, I ain't understand the meaning
She pushing me the smoke, I hope they understand the fiending
The devil working, but funny I don't understand the demons
She f*cking up my dreams, I hope they understand the screaming, (damn)
I just wish you could hear it when I dropped a song
Whole time I thought he left cause Momma did Poppa wrong
Guess that explains all the long cold drinking nights
f*cked up Momma on the knees yelling Poppa gone
And I just wanna see my Daddy get glad at me
Smile cause he happy, or just frown cause he mad at me
Oh but I can't, couldn't even tell my n*gga bye
Somebody did it for me guess I see you when the n*gga die
[Hook: Chubby Jag]
I just wish that I could meet the killer ask the n*gga why
Shoot him in the face, you see my Daddy, tell my n*gga hi
A n*gga how I'm writing this one cause I have to write
Always keep it real, I spit the real the n*ggas have to like
Can't see you now, hope to see you in the afterlife
No father figure, got me wilding in the trap tonight
I ain't have a choice, no future with no path to light
Church said we sure a meet again, I hope the pastor right
[Verse 2: Chubby Jag]
I can't be mad tonight, I've learned so many lessons
I can only ask Mom so much, so many questions, man
Will I make it with music, will I keep selling O's
Will I ever meet up with Dad, only Heaven knows
I told myself that one day I'll prolly act like you
And how the hell you get Moms, wish I could mack like you
They say I look like her, happy I'm Black like you
If you could rap, they'd prolly say that I rap like you
Still I learn how to make the words sound hot
Straight from a clown to a king, tell'em crown hop
Rap with the best of 'em, had the whole town shocked
Running out of words, gotta a buy [?]
Tears just keeping running and I hope I don't drown pop
Hope to see you soon, I mean as crazy as it sounds pop
This is where you get the spot light, and the sounds stop
Sincerely, your son I love you, see you around pop