Are You Happy lyrics

[Verse 1]
Inside of me feels like a void, and I'm just so annoyed
Was it your plan to leave me so destroyed?
Cuz I'm missing my boy, but my boy ain't missing me
& I guess I'm starting to see, that it wasn't meant to be
Or was it just the wrong time?
Every morning I tell myself the same lie
That today he's gonna come back & everything will be alright
I've even been telling other n*ggas that I am not able to love
And they ask me why and I tell them it's cause I think I'm f*cked up
So they can love me all they want, but I doubt I will care
They can know everything about me, but don't they know that I won't be there?
I shouldn't even be feeling like this
Wishing for a kiss, since I don't have any lean to wash over my lips
Or a Xan plus the lean to trip and have a good dream
A beautiful druggy, Drowning sadness in xannies
Why do you not love me?
Mind, soul & body, but mind over matter
Do you not care or does it just not matter?
Cause I get sadder and sadder
Tears covering the laughter that I should be having, but that sh*t ain't happening
Why do guys hurt good girls?
Why is it that when the heart hurts, the hurt kills?

[Chorus x2]
Like are you f*cking happy now?
Are you f*cking happy now?
You happy now? You happy now?
Are you f*cking happy now?
Are you f*cking happy...