Can’t Hold All These Feels For The Life Of Me lyrics

XVNNIE's old persona: "Wolf"
In the style of "Goblin" by Tyler, the Creator

(Skit 1)

Therapist: So, Ms. Evans... What's your full name?
Wolf: It's Wolf Faithy Evans
Therapist: And how old are you?
Wolf: Old enough
Therapist: so, tell me some things..

(Verse 1)
I missed my mother growing up
She'd just pop pills, and pour it up
It's f*cking terrible, when there's not an adult that's there for you
When your mum is on f*cking pills
And smokes so much
Her lungs are black, there's things she lacks
I try to love her, but she pushes me away
I have Asthma attacks
Cuz of the smokey cloud stacks
Childhood was ruined by beer and vodka
Had to take care of my brother
That's right, J, I watched ya
Afraid of our mother, loud music and strong aroma
Growing up, 8 years old, We're 4 years apart
The house was cold, and it was always dark
Dammit, Lawton, f*ck you, Lawton
If we woulda stayed in Norman
Near the hospital I was born in
Maybe things would be normal
And I would feel like a mortal
Instead of the demon people see me as
Listen, people, I'm far from an ass
Maybe things wouldn't be like this
All this f*cking bullsh*t, and ignorant as f*ck n*ggas
Maybe she wouldn't be asleep right now
Maybe she'd be awake right now
Maybe she'd be talking to me right now
In my room, on my bed
Actually listening, not pretending
Not saying,"Mhm," staring at the texts she be sendin'
I miss her like all the f*ckin' assignments I'm missin'