This Is A Hard Song To Write lyrics

This is. A hard song to write
Coz I don't wanna talk about my life
Let alone the betrayal coz I'm a good guy
n*ggas take advantage and think that
I would let it slide

f*ck you, look at my eyes, you see the hurt
The pain inside this great smile
f*ck you, even right now I'm not ashamed of
What a disappointment I have turned out
Even when I talk about the rage

You know me

It's very hard for me to keep it positive but lowkey
I'm still looking for a God in the sky to save me
And everybody thinks that I'm actually successful
With this rap sh*t

I woke up different, nah my n*gga
I'm still the same damn n*gga with a lot to figure
And I can talk the figures
But I got miles to figure
You know I hide in pictures
Some say I'm kinda bitter
But when you know what you want
You break ties with n*ggas that make
Everything about them like Simon says n*gga
Like a vampire with sunscreen
I burn for n*ggas
I'm willing to try for my real n*ggas

This song is stupid
In the beginning I thought I would never finish
Or maybe I would lose it but
This song is true sh*t, wrote it on a midnight
Rainy Sunday with a cool drink

This is not a hard song to write
Coz eventually nothing important
Was said in my lines
And basically I made you focus on
What's important right
Like. People don't even care what they write

I wrote a song for the future
I wrote a song for the future
It might not be right
It might not be wrong

I wrote a song for the future
I wrote a song for the future
Eh Eh. Keep it real with me
Never lie about your sh*t strictly no cap with me
If something happened to you during the day
Please share it with me
And if it's something personal
Then you can get personal with me