Soliloquy of Sodomization lyrics

[Intro // Hydracoque]
Mmm, yeah, Nigpro Records in this b*tch, I'm 'boutta tell you 'bout my motherf*ckin' soliloquy of sodomy, n*gga
Hell yeah, let's get in this sh*t
I'm f*ckin' gay, n*gga
Ayo where my dildo at?

[Chorus // Hydracoque]
This is my soliloquy of sodomy, alone in my closet
I'm torn apart by thoughts of n*ggas tearin' my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun, thinkin', ah do I wanna c*ck it?
But it's 4 AM today, I haven't even had c*ck yet
Every day's a battle with my sexuality
Hated by the straights for keepin' semen splattering
A gay n*gga in totality, but balls and p*nis damaged me
Starin' down the barrel like, is this my finality?
This is my soliloquy of sodomy alone in my closet
Torn apart by thoughts of n*ggas tearing my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun thinkin', ah, do I wanna c*ck it?
But it's 4 AM today and I haven't even had c*ck yet

[Verse 1 // Hydracoque]
Soliloquy of sodomy, alonе in my bathroom
Thinkin' of the p*nis that can pleasе my gay ass soon
I'm a c*ck whore, you can tell by my tattoos
Or by the way that the p*nis made my ass ooze
c*ck straight but my desires bent up like cashews
di*k out in public, prec*m drippin' on my damn shoes
If I wanna f*ck you, I will not ask you
I'll just pull yo pants down and blast goo
Semen super soaker or what have you
Fully loaded fully automatic c*m gun
n*gga you know blastin' c*m's fun
I cannot help it, that's why I'm torn apart deep inside mentally
Torn apart by the n*ggas I've torn apart homosexually
Soliloquy of sodomy, alone in my bathroom still, and I still haven't even had c*ck yet
I been poppin' a whole lot of them blue pills and I still haven't even had hot sex
All that I gotta do is drive down to the bar
With the dildo on the seat of my c*m-stomized car
It's got a big engine, 6 liters and 8 pistons, my big rectum, fits p*nises, 8 di*ks in
Any minute I'ma take limp fruity fists in... almost there and my prec*m keeps drippin'
Pull up outside, the gayest n*gga has arrived
Wave to my queers, semen swap high five
This should be a paradise but it feels wrong inside
I want that p*nis so bad but I don't wanna be alive
I want shots in my ass but also shots in my head
I'm talkin' c*mmies but I'm also talkin' lead (kill me)
Every night I lay surrounded, n*ggas all in my bed
And when they drift off to sleep, I wanna be dead
(shots in my head)
[Chorus // Hydracoque]
Soliloquy of sodomization
Mind split in half by thoughts of gay penetration
p*nis in my ass is my only medication
Emotional prolapse, my death will be pained fun
This is my soliloquy of sodomy, alone in my closet
I'm torn apart by thoughts of n*ggas tearin' my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun, thinkin', ah do I wanna c*ck it?
But it's 4 AM today, I haven't even had c*ck yet
Every day's a battle with my sexuality
Hated by the straights for keepin' semen splattering
A gay n*gga in totality, but balls and p*nis damaged me
Starin' down the barrel like, is this my finality?
This is my soliloquy of sodomy alone in my closet
Torn apart by thoughts of n*ggas tearing my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun thinkin', ah, do I wanna c*ck it?
But it's 4 AM today and I haven't even had c*ck yet

[Verse 2 // Hydracoque]
And all I ever wanted was to feel okay with my desires
n*gga f*ck my dirty p*nis, sometimes I just wanna light it on fire
No c*cks can feel the gaping void left in my soul
And no man can hit the prostate buried deep in my hole
Man I'm fed up, I feel like a filthy little slave
And I want that, but I feel so stuck and depraved
I'm at rock bottom, never been in a worse place
And to top it all off, I've got f*ckin' AIDS
Staring up at the ceiling fan, life, I don't even f*ckin' need it man
No matter how much I suck p*nis man, I'ma head to Neverland like I'm gay Peter Pan
Got me screamin' "DAMN!", if only I had a life with some meanin' man
*cries*
I just wanna be bleedin' man...
I see no rope so I tie my p*nis into a knot
'Cause my shotgun is gone, and it is not
On the dresser where it once was
Looked into the mirror above so many times when I was getting buttf*cked
f*ck, I just need to hang myself with my p*nis and leave my body to rot
And set fire to my f*ckin' home, make sure that my body drop
Wait, my shotgun, I left it in the trunk
f*ck it, I'll just use that, blast my problems away like some spunk
I guess it really does get better in the end
Goodbye to life, dyin' is my new friend
*gunshot*
Soliloquy of sodomy
Soliloquy of sodomization
Mind split in half by the tho- uh, a 12 gauge shotgun
A gay ghost, divorced from my body and mortal problems
Feelin' forever in peace now that I finally decided to solve 'em
A prolapse poltergeist, gonna tease n*ggas with no condoms
A friendly but flirty ghost, whenever I decide to haunt 'em
Soliloquy of sodomy, and this is the epilogue
A ghost above my fleshen body, free, the flesh is gone
Broken free from my mortal form
Former body cold, but my soul is warm
[Outro // Hydracoque]
This is my soliloquy of sodomy alone in my closet
Torn apart by thoughts of n*ggas tearing my anal pocket
Loadin' up the shotgun thinkin', ah, do I wanna c*ck it?
But it's 4 AM today and I haven't even had c*ck yet