defcon 1 lyrics

[Intro]
Look inside my eyes, And you can see the stress (I'm 34 years old and I'm dying)
Eyebags on my eyes, 'cuz I don't f*cking rest (I don't know where to turn)
It's holdin' onto life, 'cause I'm not even true to myself in the end

[Verse]
In my f*cking room, high as sh*t
In my room, I can't take this sh*t
Small spliff got me high like blimp
Got my demons, got me high as sh*t
Goth Record, another pull of this spliff, oh sh*t
Got demons, got me high as b*tch
OD, all that grabba got me punching my chest in
Breath, take a breath, n*gga
Take a step and take a step inside my shoes
You'll be scared till yo' death
[?] sniper until there's nothing left, take a left
All I ever wanted was to be called the best
Imma be the best, n*gga, Imma the f*cking best

[Chorus]
Look inside my eyes and you can the stress
Eyebags on my eyes, cause I don't f*cking rest
It's holdin' onto life, 'cause I'm not even true to myself in the end
So when does it end?
I feel normal again
Yeah, I'm gettin' bread for my b*tch til I'm dead
Fill him up lead
Oh, he talk down on the f*cking internet
That don't last long, we had fun with that
Tell 'em "Please don't lack"
Last n*gga came on, he got f*cking dragged
On the asphalt, don't f*ck with Back
Don't f*ck with #1c or Goth Trap
You will get whacked
[Outro]
—another pull of this spliff, oh sh*t
Got demons, got me high as b*tch
OD, all that ganja got me punching my chest in
Breath, take a breath, n*gga
Take a step and take a step inside my shoes
You'll be scared till yo' death
[?] sniper until there's nothing left, take a left
All I ever wanted was to be called the best
Imma be the best, n*gga, Imma the f*cking—