Fighting My Demons lyrics

[Intro: JayDot Geek]
I-I-I Watch-atch the moon
Let it run my mood
Can't stop thinking about you-u-u
I watch the moon, let it run my mood
Can't stop thinking about you
Get that n*gga right there
Yo, yo, Meen, play that sh*t

[Chorus: JayDot Geek]
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the sh*t that I'm seeing
I murder with these eyes, little n*gga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I'm leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

[Verse 1: JayDot Geek]
Hit the block for a minute that sh*t got old
Pills took a drum my heart been getting cold
No one around me could say that I fold
Better ask around, I put on a show
It ain't making me money, I left it alone
I ain't have no choice, this life wasn't chose
I be Perc' crazy, I won't overdose
Momma found a gun, she kicked me out my home
I ain't have no heat, I turned on the stove
I know how it feel when your pockets is low
Wasn't making no cents but I trapped in the snow
I ain't tryna make friends, I'm tryna take a soul
Tryna leave me to rot, I'm forever gonna grow
My money move fast but a n*gga move slow
Thinkin' 'bout the past, sh*t give me the chills
Like to be alone 'cause I still gotta heal
[Chorus: JayDot Geek]
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the sh*t that I'm seeing
I murder with these eyes, little n*gga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I'm leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

[Verse 2: Jenn Carter]
Grrah, I just need me a reason (Reason)
Misunderstood so I'm tweakin' (Tweakin')
Stuck in my thoughts, I'm on the deep end (Deep end)
Hunnid miles on the dash, I don't know why I'm speedin' (Speedin')
And it feel like I need me a trophy (Trophy, damn)
I don't pop pills 'cause I know I'ma OD (OD)
And my mind, I been losing it slowly (Slowly)
And I can't trust a soul 'cause these n*ggas be phony (Grrah; Phony, b*tch)
Dark nights, no, we couldn't escape
n*ggas turned snake, I had to get away (Away, like)
I stopped sharin' that food on my plate (Plate, b*tch)
Sensitive thoughts, I feel it every day (Day, like)
Told my momma, "I gotta be great" (Great, b*tch)
Feelings restricted, feel like it's in chains (Chains, what?)
Different money, but know I won't change (Grrah)
[Chorus: Jaydot Geek]
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the sh*t that I'm seeing
I murder with these eyes, little n*gga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I'm leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'

[Outro]
I be going dumb but I'm fightin' my demons
It be hard to sleep from the sh*t that I'm seeing
I murder with these eyes, little n*gga, I seen it
If I catch me a homi', I keep that a secret
Say "I love you" five times every time that I'm leavin'
I could die today, never know when I'm leavin'
Hope it hit your heart every time that I'm speakin'
I started a trend, I'm the one that be geekin'
I-I-I Watch-atch the moon
Let it run my mood
Can't stop thinking about you-u-u