Note to Self lyrics

[Intro: Dreamer Isioma]
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

[Verse 1: Dreamer Isioma]
I hate when people say, "I hope you're doing well"
When I'm not, sorry that I'm such a f*ck-up
I love the way we kiss and tell
When you talk, I'm thinking 'bout how I would f*ck you
Baby, I would love to bend you over and grab you by the hip
Love you down, spread your legs, spread your lips
Goddamn it, I'm him, n*gga
I'm that rich young n*gga, who the f*ck is Dream?
Short-hair, long-di*k jigga rocking anything
Once I hit that four-leaf clover
Heartbreak kid turned to heartbreak soldier
sh*t ain't been the same since I died in October
White Range Rover, but my b*tch Black
If you see my bank account, you'd have a heart attack
Goddamn it, I'm him, n*gga, yeah

[Refrain: Dreamer Isioma & Godly the Ruler]
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
I wanna kill myself
Ooh
Note to self, ooh (Yeah, ah)
[Verse 2: Godly the Ruler]
When I wake up
Look inside the mirror, I can't recognize my face, love
Last week, bought a new crib and it's looking very spacious
Tryna make it in the world, they trying to erase us
Motherf*ck the industry and f*ck all of that
Alright, I'ma ride 'til I die
Bite my tongue, keep my eyes low, locked on the prize
Alright, I put in work to survive
But n*ggas don't care if I'm dead or alive
Alright, tryna find peace in my life
In God's country, but we still had a hell of a night
Alright, I can pick the truth from the lies
Watch your back 'cause these n*ggas like wolves in disguise
I wrote a letter to know me better
To build trust and break walls, expose the vendetta
To help cope, raise hope, and keep us together
And maybe we can find some, make it, oh