I AM NOT MY OWN lyrics

[Refrain]
I am not my own
Can you see me still?
Look into my eyes
Do you see freewill?

I am not my own
You won’t see me weak
I am in control
I am underneath

[Verse 1]
Back and forth, back and forth
Yet it always stays the same
Back and forth, back and forth
Am I going insane?

I am screaming and toiling
And writhing on the ground
I call out, I call out
And yet nobody came

[Chorus]
I don’t want this
Anymore than you do
Stuck in a cage
Where I cannot move
You don’t want this
Anymore than I do
Stuck with a heart
That is tearing you apart yet
Something inside you
Wonders what would I do
If I controlled your every move

Could you really
Put the blame onto me?
Do you want your fantasy
To become your reality?

[Refrain]
I am not my own
Just biding my time
Tear you limb from limb
Doesn’t that sound nice?

I am not my own
Yеt I am intrigued
How can you threaten mе
Just so easily?

[Bridge]
For I walk
Not on my will
And I pray
For this to end
But alas
This heart cannot mend
To the body
Where it began

[Chorus]
I don’t want this
Anymore than you do
Stuck in a cage
Where I cannot move

You don’t want this
Anymore than I do
Stuck with a heart
That is tearing you apart yet
Something inside you
Wonders what would I do
If I controlled your every move

Could you really
Put the blame onto me?
Do you want your fantasy
To become your reality?

I don’t want this
Anymore than you do
Stuck in a cage
Where I cannot move
You don’t want this
Anymore than I do
Stuck with a heart
That is tearing you apart yet
Something inside you
Wonders what would I do
If I controlled your every move

Could you really
Put the blame onto me?
Do you want your fantasy
To become your reality?