Everyone I Love is Depressed lyrics

[Verse 1]
Bobby Brown is my north star
And rehab is my New Edition
The plug map is wrong as f*ck
I don't owe him sh*t, f*ck his addiction
God can't save me, f*ck religion
Sat with Stevie, and I snatched his visions
Looked in the sky, snatched the rhythms
Every weekend I wind up missin' (I'm gone)
I used to want to be RZA
They just kicked me out of Sizzler (True story)
I just had a bender
Started June, ended in September
Mike Tyson and Mao in a blender (Chairman Mao)
Oh sh*t, I hate that that's me
I just passed your mama cocaine (here you go ma'am)
Free Palеstine and f*ck Tel Aviv
No more friеnds 'cause I f*ck up functions
Liquor store 6 AM, my world's gettin' bustin'
Smirnoff breakfast, sh*t's disgusting
Wanted to be grown, why was we rushin'?
Dyin' upside down
High as f*ck 'cause I hate the ground
When I say I wanna kill myself
I am not f*cking around
[Chorus]
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause I love you too much
Yeah
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause, we, love you too much
We love you too much

[Verse 2]
Plastic [?] bottles everywhere
This sh*t don't make no sense (Not at all)
They fill every crevice of my room
Even the closets and vents
Everybody's on eggshells when I'm in the spot
Man, this sh*t gets tense
He was a Jehovah's Witness
But addiction still killed Prince
Does my boss know that I'm high as f*ck?
Every day I gotta ask myself (I gotta know)
'Cause every day at work I'm drunk as f*ck
And I ain't even tryna mask myself
But I'm maskin' my depression
And I'm maskin' anxiety
They said I could be what I wanted
I swear they lied to me
Now I spend the whole day blunted
I'm like, "f*ck sobriety!"
If you suicidal but still scared to die
Then you should ride with me
[Chorus]
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause I love you too much
Yeah
But don't kill yourself
Why?
'Cause I love you too much
Said I love you too much

[Outro]
All y'all for the boys, drug toys inside your pants
Here's the beat, these bums at the club just to dance
But I chose dope and its needles, now I'm seated, now I need it
Hey yo Brian, you seen this n*gga Brian?
Said no Brian, go 'head Brian, with Infinity & Knives?
Oh, yeah...
Man, this n*gga owe me twenty-five dollars!
Twenty-five dollars, huh?
I been callin' him, textin' him, he ain't answer me. My granddaughter showed me on Instagram, this n*gga said Germany!
He's in motherf*ckin' Germany, and he won't give me my twenty-five dollars!
Well n*gga you owe me $40! So when he give you your $25, make sure you give me my motherf*ckin' $40 back, b*tch ass n*gga!
Man, bust yo ass up bringing up some old sh*t
You ain't gon' bust nobody ass n*gga, I'll f*ck you up right now!
Man, I f*cks with Brian. That n*gga is ill. I love Brian, man. That n*gga grandmother used to suck my di*k back in the day, she was the sweetest di*k sucker I ever met
Nah man, ain't nobody talkin' 'bout Brian— Man, shut your ugly ass up!
Man, I love Brian— Just shut your b*tch ass up! You run around here owe n*ggas all kind of money! You cryin' about your lil' $25! Get your b*tch ass out of here, chump!
Get up b*tch ass right now!
Shoot your motherf*ckin' ass right now! How 'bout that?! How 'bout that?! How 'bout that
How 'bout that? You ain't gon' shoot sh*t! b*tch ass gonna run away!
b*tch ass gonna run away? Man, these bullets ain't little n*gga!
Ain't nobody f*ckin' around with you!
Tell Brian come down here and bust your ass soon as he get back from Germany! To pump your ass n*gga
Tell him bring his pump-ball-head ass on down here!
Punk ass n*gga, get the f*ck out of here!
Hey, you's the punk ass!
Get his ass out of here!
All of a sudden n*ggas goin' to Germany and you on they di*k!