puddle jumper lyrics

Hopping off the puddle jumper
Half open for chance encounter
I’m not really dressed for closure
You’re not at the Fort Worth airport

I’ve been paying for connection
Airport WiFi, Tinder platinum
Go home to an Ebay package pile open at my door
I’ve been mulling my decision
Things included, things I didn’t
Fleeting, leave things permanent
And I don’t know who’s keeping score
Cliche dreams of losing teeth and clothes dissolving at their seams
And so slow motion car crash scene and lipstick that I can’t afford

Bite off more than I could chew
I unhinge my jaw
Aimless searching, self improve
I used to think this was the hard part
Writhe like my botched earth worm tattoo
Till sounds draw me in surface
I got sick of taking care of you

‘Cause you were never getting better
And I started feeling worthless
Didn’t love you how you were and you were right to say I’m wrong for it
She’ll love you how you were, I’ve gotten out of there before
I did trying to set you right wasn’t as loving as I thought back then
Going to a new age church and say I shouldn’t spit my hurt
If I keep it and it gets worse, at least I’m getting paid more