sick something lyrics

I ask myself why I keep chasing if you think you really love her
But while you’re running and running away from me, you glance over your shoulder
And for a second I swear you see me and you soften and slow down your stride
Then I’m catching right up your Achilles heel ‘till you get scared and kick me aside

What is the amount of pretty I need to be?
To make you overlook
My volatile nature, insatiable anger, and void left with things that they took

I am the crux of it
I’m the nebulous form
Tendrils hungrily reaching for sick solid something
For solace and miserable warmth