​trying2222222 lyrics

[Verse]
I tried to kiss someone else
In the back of their Ford Focus
And all that I could think of
Was you

And I felt like a douchebag
When they asked me to describe
What kissing them was like
The way I do it in a song

And I couldn't think of anything
And I didn't feel sparks
It was a half-stupid rebound attempt
I think I may have given you my full heart

And I think that you played me
Somewhat knowing that you did
You said all of the right things about my eyes
And how it wasn't bad for my first kiss

I know you like attention
And I give you a lot
You treat my messages like ornaments
I treat yours like the last lifeline I've got
And you texted me yesterday
About a picture of my face
You said that I always look like
Someone's holding a gun just out of frame

And I remembered looking up at you
You laughed, I asked you why
You kissed my hair and said
I looked like I was truly terrified

And f*ck you man, I was
'Cause I knew I was in love
But I was only in your bed
Because nobody else was