S550 lyrics

[Intro]
(No Clue)

[Chorus]
Yeah, swear that I've been dyin', but I'm never giving up
Every time I always try, never feel like I'm enough
Gotta pull myself together, so I pour another cup
Got the Devil in my head and I've been running out of luck

I'm losing patience, to the grave, I don't think I'm gonna make it
Not afraid, like I'm counting down the day, sh*t
Had me but I know they'll never get it so I'm taking my time
Know I'll always feel the same until I waste my life

[Verse]
Cop an S550
Swear my heart goes blind, all my demons ride with me
Watch it plague my mind when I'm running on empty
I don't want this life but I'm goin' till I'm chillin' in the grave

I know, heart so cold
Had to cut 'em all off, they were comin' for my throat
Puttin' all my demons down, only way I know to cope
I'm just making all these sounds, writing everything I know

I'm only 18 but I do too much for suicide
If I'm really being honest I don't wanna be alive
I got PTSD, feel like I never do it right
The Devil can't finesse me, I kill the beat like every time
Drop a hit after hit, I don't think I'll ever quit
I just let 'em talk sh*t, know it'll only make me rich
I'm just writing all my wrongs, do it till I'm in a ditch
Put my heart into these songs, better kill me if I switch

[Chorus]
Yeah, swear that I've been dyin', but I'm never giving up
Every time I always try, never feel like I'm enough
Gotta pull myself together, so I pour another cup
Got the Devil in my head and I've been running out of luck

I'm losing patience, to the grave, I don't think I'm gonna make it
Not afraid, like I'm counting down the day, sh*t
Had me but I know they'll never get it so I'm taking my time
Know I'll always feel the same until I waste my life