Been Down lyrics

[Intro]
(Been down, I've been looking for a purpose)
(Try to calm me down, I'm sorry but it's not working)
(Hate myself and you know I deserve it)
(Look inside my head and you see I'm always hurting)

[Chorus]
Been down, I've been looking for a purpose
Try to calm me down, I'm sorry but it's not working
Hate myself and you know I deserve it
Look inside my head and you see I'm always hurting now

And it's never gonna change
I still hate myself, I can feel it to this day, like
Try to run but I never feel the same
I've been trapped inside my mind, wish it all could go away now

[Verse 1]
Wish it all could go away
I've been running from myself, right to the grave, no
Wanna die just to numb the pain
But I'm getting these scars and I'm not thе same

Try to kill me beforе I'm killing myself
Try to end the pain, I can't take it anymore
I don't wanna live if I'm stuck inside this hell
Every day's the same, I've been hating everything, I can't take it
I've been running from the past just to end up in the same place
Trying something new but it doesn't really change
Hating myself and I feel like a disgrace
I'm not good enough and I hate it

[Hook]
(Been down, but I'm looking for a purpose)
(Calm me down but you know it ain't working)
(Hate myself and you know I deserve it)
(Been down, but you know I'm still hurting)

[Chorus]
Been down, I've been looking for a purpose
Try to calm me down, I'm sorry but it's not working
Hate myself and you know I deserve it
Look inside my head and you see I'm always hurting now

And it's never gonna change
I still weigh myself I can feel it to this day, like
Try to run but I never feel the same
I've been trapped inside my mind, wish it all could go away now