The Prelude (to what-) lyrics

[Intro]
'Bout to one-take this prelude
Yo, this is a prelude
There’s a dif-
That's not a song, there's a big-
There’s a difference
Don't ask me why it is
'Cause I don't know

[Verse 1]
Does rapping make any sense
'Cause I'm just
Trying to connect my pineal gland with this pen
I got so much curiosity to see what is next
It's like the vice, I would write when I found time I could pass
But I never really understood half
Of the sh*t I did when I was a kid
I guess I'm different now so I’m glad
But I really wanna go back
Redo all the bad sh*t

b*tches mad
’Cause I rap
Maybe now you see I'm talented
And if you don’t then I don't get no sh*ts
How come I'm the only one that's doing things?
I’m tryin' to [dowel kings?]
I'm gonna find a [things?]
And if you don't, don't care long as I'm happy, uh
It's just a minor Matthew Curtis verse I spit so urgent
Tying to wake up the world
Show my life [for searching vermin?]