​​​​not myself lyrics

[Verse 1]
These n*ggas don't know my pain (Plugg)
Without you life really feeling strange
I lost my dawg, I ain't been the same
Throw on Nike ski and throw my life away
I hear voices, they won't go away
I catch an opp and empty out the K (Damn)
Driving fast, I wanna slime myself
Nike ski, I just wanna hide myself
Leaving you, I thought I'll find myself, But without you on bro I'm not myself (Yea, Uhh Uhh)
Damn they want me to make a song but I don't wanna make a motherf*cking song
That ain't me, I know I did you wrong, I ain't gonna lie I wish we lasted long
I see you with a n*gga, I might get him gone
I thought it was cool to leave you all alone
I pop 10's to get me in that zone, I get sad looking at the picturеs in my phone

[Verse 2]
On bro I knew I should've nеver did it, I gave up on you now I regret it
Broke my whole heart, damn, I need a medic
I got Gen 4 like JJ Redi*k
Everyday I'm just trying to forget it, I be doing sh*t and I don't even get it
He play he lay 40 to his fitted
On bro I need you, I think I'm addicted
Yeah, sh*t be going on in life they wouldn't understand
I wanna tell my granny everything but I don't think I can
Love my slime to the very end
He gonna have to slime me before I take the stand
Try to slime, I got the upper hand
Losing ma dukes turned me to a man
Start thinking about sh*t I got to pop a Xan
I hope ya'll like my music but that ain't the plan
I wanna be together, more than a friend
I wanna be together, wanna be with you
Not being with you make me miserable
Can't leave you, can't get rid of you
I don't know what to do when I'm missing you
(Damn, on bro, on bro, on bro)