​existing lyrics

[Verse]
sh*t is changing, yeah, it's getting bitter, you switched up, you a switcher
Drinking killing my liver, f*ck no, I'm not a winner
Down bad, still drinking liquor, down bad, smoking on swishers
I'm looking at the mirror, I just don't get the picture
I miss when I was with her, just f*cking pull the trigger
I'm dying by the pillar, I'm f*cking getting sicker
I'm tired, you don't get it, my head, it feel like splitting
I just feel like committing, like why am I existing?
sh*t is changing, yeah, it's getting bitter, you switched up, you a switcher
Drinking killing my liver, f*ck no, I'm not a winner
Down bad, still drinking liquor, down bad, smoking on swishers
I'm looking at the mirror, I just don't get the picture
I miss when I was with her, just f*cking pull the trigger
I'm dying by the pillar, I'm f*cking getting sicker
I'm tired, you don't get it, my head, it feel like splitting
I just feel like committing, like why am I existing?