​my heart is so numb!!! lyrics

[Intro]
(owleeng)
(luvnote)

[Chorus: rylorie]
I miss you, I really wanna hate you, hate you
Oh, my heart is so numb, I know I'm the issue
Cut my throat, I wanna die
I hate you, I hate you
I don't really wanna die
I don't wanna kiss you
I don't really want a girlfriend
I just need it for the end
They don't, they don't, they don't ever understand
[?] I wanna die, come down
I just wanna kill myself

[Post-Chorus: hauntingclaire]
Ah
Ah, ah, ah

([?])

[Verse: hauntingclaire]
I just wanna die
I guess I'ma say goodbye soon
And you really hurt me, but I really want you
Take another, f*ck my life
Cut my f*cking arms off
Shoot me like I'm [?]
'Bout to grab a sawed-off
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, I don't feel okay
I did this for you, you don't really want me
In the club, we we're f*ckin' off a 30
In the club and she made me feel so dirty
[Chorus: rylorie]
I miss you, I really wanna hate you, hate you
Oh, my heart is so numb, I know I'm the issue
Cut my throat, I wanna die
I hate you, I hate you
Oh, my heart is so numb, so numb, so numb

[Outro: rylorie]
[?] know or understand
[?] I wanna die, come down
[?] I wanna die, come down
I just wanna kill myself