​this body means nothing to me lyrics

[Verse 1]
They say they saw him with a gun
They think he'll stop but they don't know
There's people talkin' in the dark
They seem to care
And I keep fallin' in and out
And it leaves me rotten, but I doubt
He's had enough
Had enough, had enough

[Verse 2]
Feels like I'm standin' on the outside, looking in
And I know this body's not mine to begin with
I wish that I could crawl out my skin
And see the world
And I promise this is the last time, I admit it
These days just seem to pass by in a minute
A pistol and a small town, we've seen it all before

[Chorus]
And I just wish I could go outside without this fear of harm
And I should probably see a counselor 'cause I don't feel too well
And, why am I always the bad guy when I just try to help?
This body means nothin' to me at all