​wishing to forget lyrics

[Intro: Julia Roberts & Jude Law]
You did love me?
I think I'll be happier with her
You won't, you'll miss me
No one will ever love you as much as I do
Why isn't love enough?
I'm the one who leaves, I'm supposed to leave you
I'm the one who leaves
I amuse you but I bore you
No, no, no

[Verse]
You always said I was your angel, your pet
And when I'm not talkin' to you, all I wanna be is dead
Ripped out my lungs for you to breathe
It's really been a lonely week
Even though you won't hear this song
I still want you to notice me
I never wanted to lеave

[Pre-Chorus]
And if it's over, then it's donе, turn out all the lights
I'm drinking until I forget the color of both your eyes
I hate myself, at least I'm feeling somethin'
Stalk your page and wish it never happened
[Chorus]
I'd send the message, but you're never gonna get it
So, the next best option is take pills and just forget her
I can't speak, I'm sedated, I know you used to hate it
Doesn't matter, I can't get out of bed, bed
I don't want you happy if it's not with me
And all I wanna do now is see him bleed
You don't deserve to be loved
Deal with the consequences without a giving a f*ck
I'm never letting it go, I'm never giving it up

[Bridge]
Don't wanna talk about it 'cause you already left me alone
But you still talk about me? Falling down, my footing is gone
Spiral, until it stops like vinyl
I don't believe I'm comin' down
The walls are still spinnin' around
And then I'm passing out
Punch and kick, scream, and cry
(And I know I'm on my way out, about to make my way down)
I'd kill to kick his throat, until he'd die
(But I'll leave you both alone now, I think I need to lie down)

[Pre-Chorus]
And if it's over, then it's done, I guess I never cared
But I still miss the feeling, and I'm ripping out all of my hair
Anxious, I'm trying not to vomit, hiding my face with a blanket
Now you're doing what you wanted and I don't wanna see it
[Chorus]
I'd send the message, but you're never gonna get it
So, the next best option is take pills and just forget her
I can't speak, I'm sedated, I know you used to hate it
Doesn't matter, I can't get out of bed, bed
I don't want you happy if it's not with me
And all I wanna do now is see him bleed
You don't deserve to be loved
Deal with the consequences without a giving a f*ck
I'm never letting it go, I'm never giving it up

[Outro]
(hauntingclaire)
I'm never letting it go
I'm never giving it up
I'm never letting it go
I'm never, I'm never