mourn lyrics

[Intro]
(hauntingclaire)

[Verse]
Empathy, not meant for me at all
There's something scratching, screaming in the walls
Far too loud, I wish that it would stop
I can suffer but the days keep going on
A couple years of walking in my sleep
I've come to realize that there's nothing left for me
Over a hundred days, I've lost the will to bleed
Abandon all, I'm falling to my knees

[Chorus]
All shut down
Every single light's been snuffed out
I don't deserve to be mourned
Permanent, locking the door
Doesn't get worse than this
Set up wrong
I tried to rid myself of guilt for so long
I no longer cling to my life
There's no chance you'll reach me in time
Not worth trying

[Bridge]
None of this is real but it feels real to me
From the sidewalk, right into the middle of the street
If I wasn't such a coward for the last four years
I'd accept and realize I don't belong down here
Finding comfort in nothing, tethered to suffering
All of it has spun out of my hands
All of it happened for something, struggle to trust it
Perhaps I was destined to be damned
[Chorus]
All shut down
Every single light's been snuffed out
I don't deserve to be mourned
Permanent, locking the door
Doesn't get worse than this
Set up wrong
I tried to rid myself of guilt for so long
I no longer cling to my life
There's no chance you'll reach me in time
Not worth trying