Spades ( Freestyle ) lyrics

( Verse 1 )
Forgot my pain
Im so insane
She think Im Sosa
Say my sh*t bang
Hi Im FIJI it turned to my real name
Every hoes lame, imma play their lil game
Look into my wrist you see that sh*t rain
Add a side to my b*tch like she ever been a main
Always felt like a demon have I ever been a man
People tryna use me but they treat me like a friend
My story got cut off it never been the same
Now Im driving switching lanes
They don’t mind me they do they thangs
Ask a b*tch, are you waiting for a changе?

( Verse 2 )
Now Im stuck all in the clouds
& thеre’s smoke all in the house
Take a hoe & treat her like a spouse
But Im in & out
She tryna see my phone, sh*t Im getting out
sh*t they told when I was young like sh*t I get it now
Send my hopes right in the sky
Believe in me until I die
It’s not impossible until I try
Im only sayin’ truth until I lie
Im always sober till Im high
I freestyle cuz Im fried
She was in love I was not
Called her a friend a c*ck block
Way more fast I don’t stop
Scaling sh*t a truck stop
f*ck your sh*t, a butt f*ck
Meeting you that’s not luck
All those feels but not love
( Verse 3 )
Please remind what I told ya
Im being cold you being closer
Im the spade not being clover
All by myself like Im tryna be a loner
Off for years they thought I’d be a goner
Look at my past just like it’s over
Miss some sh*t but it’s okay
Tryna handle my pain for real but
There is no way
Life goin' so fast just take it slowly
I swear I got too much time for being lonely

( Outro )
God isn’t looking over me
Cuz Im looking over him
If my words be cap, hoes can lock me over it
If I betrayed my bros, you can pop me over it
Up until now only a cup managed to knock me over it