Always Like This lyrics

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Now I feel like I’m an imposter
My worth to you is that of a fire underwater
I’m motion sick being dragged up on your roster
Then tossed to the bottom with each declined offer
I just want to talk
And I know there’s another
The holes in the story you told me was over
Are lasering through me
And now I feel stupid, dejected and foolish
For something that you did
Is it always like this?