Out Of My Mind lyrics

I took a chance, and I lost a bet
How can I invest all this time I have?
7 cents to buy back my years
I can’t take it back from the past now

I said it was over
But all this weight still on my shoulders, polar, mm
Moving closer
Over and over and over again
I think I’ve buried all my friends
I lay down with them once more
Just to feel what I haven’t in so long

17, and I’m on my way to my happy place
I’m not there yet
And I bury dreams in the same place that I bury friends, ohh ah