Birthday Suicide lyrics

[Intro]
Dear mom
It's my birthday
Happy birthday to me
Dear dad
It's been the worst day
And in the worst way
I'm still alive

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna be here
The candles don't even fit on the cake
I don't want my birthday no not today

[Chorus]
Blessings on blessings
Curse after curse
And every passing second
For better or for worse
I don't see
The better anyways
I just choose to believe
I'm not okay

[Verse 2]
Dear mom
I still love you
And i thank you
For life again
Dear dad
I still cherish times we had
Didn't see quite eye to eye
[Outro]
But that's alright
Goodbye