improve lyrics

[Verse]
Sick and tired of people lying to my face
And all these years I spent with you was all just to waste
I mean I lied to myself the past year every single day
I do this sh*t because it helps me forget everything
I know I come off as rude sometimes
But I don't mean it
I take my anger out on people
I know you’ve seen it

[Chorus]
I've been trying to improve
What is there left to lose?
I already lost everybody
Might as well just be a dead body
I've been trying to improve
What is there left to lose?
I already lost everybody
Might as well just be a dead body