Family Means lyrics

[Verse]
Took my secret weapon and inflicted on myself
It was then that it hit me ended back at my own hell
Oh, ashes on the floor from those things I used to know
I sat down in the corner right where he used to hang his coat

[Chorus]
Checking everything
For the relics I had
And for what it's worth I have it all when I sleep
Is this what family means?
Is this what family means?
Family means