Lawn song (living really means) lyrics

[verse one]
Go quiet for a while
I will think my way out of it
I would've jumped the turn style
Cheat the systems they designed for it

[verse two]
And which one was I supposed to be?
Which personality looks better on me?
Show them to everyone I meet
Ill pick the one they like the best on me

[Chorus]
But ive tried this over and over
Just let me fall into the seams
Still behind when I think im getting closer
Whеn do I figure out what living really means?
Whеn do I figure out what living really means?