Interlude lyrics

[Verse 1]
20 years with a gun to my head
Irrigate my brain and dry the blood in my veins
A round in the chamber, finger on the trigger
And I've got hurt that courses through every cell
But "f*ck me" turns into a solid "f*ck you" to a world that's geared to push me aside
Why don't you just let me die
Sit with me
Don't let me think that I can be anything more than what I see
Anything at all, you torture me to the point I feel free
Step inside my cage, come and see
("I'm sorry" is not a fix for your f*ck ups, you f*cking c*nt)

[Verse 2]
I tried and I lost my f*cking mind
But I guess that's what I get for living a goddamn f*cking lie
"Too little, too late" is all I've got for my f*cking mistakеs
You look in my eyes and tell mе there's nothing you would change
f*ck you, f*ck this, f*ck everybody up in this b*tch
I'll save myself while I've got the chance
I'll never fall in love again
I tell myself that it was never that bad, but I forget that my eyes tell all my secrets
Lie myself into believing the pretense
Hide it all in the back of my mind
Just to have it control my f*cking life
[Breakdown]
I forget that all my scars tell all my secrets
I forget that all my scars tell all my secrets

[Instrumental]

You gotta let it go
You have to let it go
I can't
I can't

[Instrumental Outro]