Crushed (Obscene) lyrics

This heavy heart
Heart that I carry
Still holds the weight of you
And when I fall
As I always do
I'm crushed by the absence of you

Perfection is there
And the expression a stare
A face that leaves no trace of wear and tear
True beauty is cold
Love and hate and human sexual nature
This power is sustained by endless violence and pain
A cycle I can't understand

I'm tired of emotions
They bore me with distortions
They cut me
Screaming "f*ck me"
Wipe them all away now
Let them see through eyes made of stone

This heavy heart
Heart that I carry
Still holds the weight of you
And when I fall
As I always do
I'm crushed by the absence of you
One look at you
Is everything to me
From this photograph:
And when I can
Feel you around me
I'm crushed by the presence
Crushed