[Verse 1: Ill-Noize]
I just feel like breaking down
The world around me is crumbling to the ground, I try to stay focused
But I just keep going through the motions
In & out of a manic depressive state
Like psychosis
My brothers sick, but he makes jokes like it ain't sh*t, but I can tell in the way he acts
It's eating away at him...
& it kills me inside, watching my mother cry
I swear I apologize for all the times we'd fight!
& I know we always disagree
But I know you're always there for me
Even though I feel alone & lost for eternity
No God can save me, I won't believe
I've seen too much evil succeed...
Been ripped off, & punk'd
Cheated on, & jumped
I been in a slump way too long, I might be stuck
All I know is I'm way too young to be this worn down, but way too old to still be livin' at my parents house...
[Hook: Ill-Noize]
I... feel... like I'm losing my mind
A home is something I can't find
My visions hazy, & might go blind
I'm sick & tired of being left behind...
[Verse 2: Pat McCam]
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[Hook: Ill-Noize]
I... feel... like I'm losing my mind
A home is something I can't find
My visions hazy, & might go blind
I'm sick & tired of being left behind...