How I Feel lyrics

[Verse]
We gotta lock in
I told my bro: "Let's go get it"
We gotta get to the guap
We don't care 'bout your lil fellings
Whole lotta fake b*tches
Whole lotta fake n*ggas
Feelin' surrounded
They f*ck with me
Because of my motion
I saw that sh*t from a distance
Call up these b*tches
Call up these n*ggas
I don't regret it
Left that sh*t in the past
Now they be feelin' offended
I lost my big bro
I lost my grandpa
Feelin' effected
Back then, got no problems
Back then, I was happy
I didn't expect it
I was just looking for love
I fell in love with these drugs
I started robbing the plug (I started robbing the plug)
Now a lil n*gga a thug
Everybody turned they back on me
Grandma told me: "Don't give up" (Huh)
Now a n*gga goin up (Hah)
All excited next wanna chill with me
Now these b*tches tryna f*ck with me
Now these n*ggas tryna ride with me
Took a long time to be feeling like this
Took a long time to be me (huh)
Took a long time to find me (Woah)
Took a long time trying to heal
I was down bad you could tell
I almost ended in hell (Huh)