​must be nice (single tear) lyrics

Tonight I let myself cry
I wish I could know why
Now I sit chest is shaken
It is starting again
f*ck it, you're gonna make me say it
You broke my heart and I'll never be the same it
Hurts like f*ck and, you ruined everything
Single tear
Single tear
Single tear
Must be nice
I need to find a finish line
I need eternal quiet time
Must be nice for you to pass it by
Drop in for a moment, but not even know it
I let the loss live
I don't think it's ever stopping
You just gotta let the loss live
Integrate it
Better to hate you
Than to miss you
Better to forget you
Than forgive you
I thought I loved you
But I lived you
You were the goggles that I saw through
Now I live far off
I get sentimental but it's not much
Tonight I walked past our old date spot
And what you used to call "the rat block"
I'm a believer 'cause my bikes got pegs and streamers
I learned from the best to use spit and shine it on my chest
Am I allowed to be high all weekend if I wasn't the day before?
I am me
I was then also me way back when
Am I allowed to be high all weekend if I wasn't the day before?
I am me
I was then
Also me
Way back when