Aviation/Laughing Gas/Past Life lyrics

[Part I: Aviation]

[Verse]:
Locked in an aviary
Release me, it's getting scary
Frightened beyond repair
Evicted, losing my home
Where should I roam?
Have no answers, have no chances
Not getting out
Encased, claustrophobic
No escape now (𝘗-𝘗-𝘗𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘓𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘔𝘪𝘬𝘦)
Flightless, not transcending, descending
Trying to escape, never
Trapped in here forever
Losing my mind, running out of time
Need help, should I be placed in a shrine?
Can't soar to my potential, can't spread my wings
Darkness is in abundance
Has my existence become potent? Redundant?
Think I'm unintelligent? Don't know anything?
So prolific? Trying to read me? I'm not Braille or hieroglyphics
Juxtaposition? Paradox? Contradiction?
Alter reality, live in a fallacy
Fallacies, dreams, nothing is as it seems
Falling apart, right at the seams
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[Part II: Laughing Gas]
[Intro]: (𝘙𝘰𝘨𝘦𝘳, 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴)

[Verse: Tre $avage & 𝘓𝘪𝘭 𝘈𝘯𝘋𝘦𝘙𝘴𝘖𝘯]
Please, have mercy
Please, don't hurt me
Thought you promised you'd never desert me
What we been through? That meant nothing?
Apologize? No, end of discussion
Quit talking, giving me a concussion
Slow down, always speeding
Wondering why you're not given praise? There's your reason
Relationship? It was poison, treason
Acting cold, winter, season
Not going to seize in
𝘏𝘰𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘪𝘵, 𝘪𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘢 𝘫𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘐'𝘮 𝘑𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘳
𝘒𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘯’𝘵 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘳
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦
𝘐𝘵’𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘵 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵𝘴 (There's pain)
𝘐 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘴
𝘞𝘩𝘪𝘤𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳? 𝘕𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘳𝘦
𝘕𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘯 𝘢 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘤𝘢𝘱
𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵’𝘴 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘩 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘤𝘬
𝘐’𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬
𝘐𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘺, 𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘢 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬𝘴
𝘐’𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘐’𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨
𝘐𝘧 𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘢𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐’𝘮 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨
Too blind to see, damn, have cataracts?
Interfering? Please, please don't counteract
Convincing? That's a lie, too conniving
Shouldn't you be dead? You shouldn't be thriving
Thriving? Striving? Your survival is agonizing, antagonizing
Existence is miniscule, atomizing
Think you're so important? Stop centralizing
You're the problem, do some generalizing
Think you're perfect? Beauty isn't that mesmerizing
Such annoyance, quit patronizing, hypnotizing
[Part III: Past Life]
[Intro]: (𝘔𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘺)

[Verse]:
Can't forget the past
It's bringing me down
Wish you were here right now
Everyone's upset, I let you down
All I can do is frown
By my side, not cremated, in the ground
Oh, how I miss you, want you now
Why'd you leave this Earth? Why'd you leave, disperse?
Without you, in a depressive hearse
Can't move on, now that you're gone
Everything seems so wrong
I don't know, I'm crying
Try to stay strong, inside, I'm dying
Been with me from the start, I'm feeling so alone
I know I can't bring you back, but I want you home
Always there when I needed you the most
Had nobody else to rely on, only you would know
I don't know how to handle it
Handle this abandonment
Feeling lost, stranded
Broken into pieces, disbanded
Deserted, don't understand it
Now, I live in panic, not how I planned it
Living frantically, why would you abandon me?
Can't control myself, have no sanity
I'm inhumane, I'll never be the same
Your death isn't to blame, I'll forever live untamed
So much is transpiring, it's not inspiring
Feels like a conspiracy, wishing you were here with me
I wish I could have your voice one last time
People say "Reminisce", it's hard for me
My heart's bleeding, torn apart
Gone from this planet, my heart's in shards
Try to repair it, it's too hard
RIP Noah, Mr. Edward, looking over me from above
RIP to everyone that I lost and loved
Free my uncle out the cell, it's making his life a living hell
Stressing out, making me sick (Making me sick)
Plot of my life? It's too thick (Can't survive, can't live)
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