Breakable/Łast Ƨummer lyrics

[Part I: Breakable]

[Intro]:
𝘏𝘦𝘺, 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵-
𝘐𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦
𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥
𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥'𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘺
(𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦, 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘮𝘦, 𝘐 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘥)

[Verse]:
Interchangeable? I'm unstable
Reliance? There's nobody to save me
Traumatized, don't understand why
See the fear in my eyes? I can't escape
Inescapable, so incapable
So favorable, don't care about favoritism
Became catatonic, cataclysmic
How else to fix my life?
Dealing with this forever, so broken
Dismembered, heart's cold like December
Can't think, brain's frozеn, need to be thawed out
Actually, I rather bе dead, in a tomb right now
Your anger reflected on me, that's all I can feel
Need someone by my side in order to heal
No family, they disowned, abandoned me
Can't be the same, have no sanity
Look through my mirror on my vanity
Relying on weed to cope, but it's not enough
Actually, it has me stuck in an endless cycle
Can't leave, been here for a while
Burning up inside, feeling trapped in acid
Numb, I can't move, became flaccid
Thought I was unbreakable, I was wrong
Pour my pain into song, can't move along
Fragility, is that my only ability?
No stability, can't stand up for myself
Feeling down, have no help
Wish that I could facilitate
Starting to go irate, become my own irritation
Tears leaking out, too much direct confrontation
Confliction, is that my only depiction?
Upon me, there's obstruction
Left to deal with my demise, destruction
Pitiful, unworthy
Nobody wants me around
Can't speak, voice has no sound
Crying, begging for help, on the ground
Held back too long, I let everyone down
Yield? Cease? Forever or for now?
[Part II: Łast Ƨummer]

[Verse]:
What did you do last summer?
Mine had the worst plot
Last summer had something that I regret
Something that I can't forget
Now, I live in hiding, I can't show my face
Now, I live in hiding, feeling like a disgrace
Wish that I could take it back, that would've been perfect
It's impossible, unchangeable, made me feel worthless
People regret being friends with me, pray on my downfall
I'm miniscule, I'm nothing at all
Turned heartless by separation, showing desperation
I need to be patient, cautious
Can't, thought of people pestering, making me nauseous
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