f*ck your party im sleeping in
Tired of listening to Lucys song
Tried it now i just hate myself
Getting gripped by the fear
A little worse than last year
Trying to hold back the fear
So ,what happened to my identity
Im more cynical than before you met me
When i knew just who i was trying to be
Then you all saw god
And i felt nothing
Only the fear
So f*ck your party
f*ck your party im sleeping in
Gotta learn to think again
I need her to get me out of bed
Ive been asleep for so f*cking long
So no more talking im staying in
Im not leaving to sing your songs
Miserable now so go f*ck yourself
Purveyor of fear
Youll have me biting on my tongue for years
So f*ck your party
I ran and ended up against the wall
And everything i said was stupid but i meant it all