Walking Blind lyrics

How can I dream when I can’t even sleep?
Open up my eyes
How can I be saved if I never believed?
Open up my eyes

Running blind
Running on borrowed time
Lived the only way I know
Sins of my past seem so trivial

I traded in her lips
For the needles kiss
If I knew then what I know now
I might have been able to dig myself out

I needed help
Reaching out, grabbing at fistfuls of nothing
All of my failed attempts
Due to a lack of sincerity

And in the moments of clarity
Is when I can truly see the distance covеred
(“Heroin track marks are clеar indicators of drug use.” - The Recovery Village Drug and Alcohol rehab)
The tracks left behind
Staggered, humbled by life
I was walking blind
I said what I needed to
To be left alone
Never believing I would get better
But something is different now
I’m ready to surrender

How can I dream when I can’t even sleep?
Open up my eyes
How can I be saved if I never believed?
Open up my eyes

And for the first time
I see the beauty in my life
Hope took the place of deep despair
Embracing dreams I never dared

Finally rescued from myself
Praises leave a cursed mouth
Understanding what was missed before
The freedom in total surrender

I needed help
Reaching out, grabbing at fistfuls of nothing
All of my failed attempts
Due to a lack of sincerity
I needed help
Reaching out, once again fistfuls of nothing
All of my failed attempts
Due to a lack of sincerity
Reaching out, grabbing at fistfuls of nothing