Made A Man lyrics

This sh*t made a man out of me
If you really 'bout what you talkin' 'bout whip some bands out
n*ggas ain't help you to get nowhere but got their hand out
People who's in my life but when it got hard them n*ggas ran out
Forced me to learn to stand on my own, now I standout
I just took some 'shrooms this afternoon it took the fear away
I used to dream in millions, now a million's like a year away
I wipe my mama tears away and send a prayer, I pray to disappear the day
This sh*t made a man out of me, I guess he's here to stay
Livin' inside of my head wasn't effective, I got a therapist to help me to see this sh*t from another perspective
I pray to God to help me see the times
A n*gga's susceptive, I would distance myself but I don't wanna feel disconnected
If I could talk to my young self
This would be the message I give him
Snowboards or downhill, I'm turnin' a borders
But it's all about my mental
I cannot play the victim, I'd rather be the victor
Makin' 'em shake like I'ma create a quake off the Richter
Poppin' you a pill and I'ma f*ck her 'til my di*k sore
Smokin' rapper weed, I'm feeling anxious off the indoor
I've been makin' wrongs from all of the blessings I was meant for
Keeping track of other people's wins won't help you to win more
Just got my [?] of this tree now I'm the vendor
This Za Za, Landed on [?] they want me to send more (Facts)
f*ck with a n*gga that's willing to help
Somebody pouring the gas on top of the fire and you ain't feeling yourself
To be frank, in a world that's fake you gotta be real with yourself
Grab a chop and off the opps you really killing yourself
n*ggas be preaching loyalty but never commit to they self
Finding the flaws in everyone else, but don't wanna deal with they self
I been hella sh*t but I ain't been afraid
When life threw that curveball at me b*tch I was Willy Mays
It got slammed out
n*ggas ain't helped you get nowhere but got they hands out
People was in my life but when it got hard them n*ggas ran out
Forced me to learn to stand on my own, now I stand out
I done took some 'shrooms this afternoon it took the fear away
I used to dream in millions, now a million's like a year away
I wipe my mama tears away and send a prayer, I pray to disappear the day
This sh*t made a man out of me
(This sh*t made a man out of me)