thayoungdeath lyrics

[Verse 1]
Around the way, I just look like a moth man
Did too much, nah, I can't talk man
I got a lot on my mind, just want nod, man
Blue sea on me, f*ckin' goddamn
I wake up, I ain't won, I'm at a loss, man
I'm just a one in this world, what's the problem?
Two xans cop then go off them
Black shadows I lie in like Gotham

[Chorus]
I'm in a flat major, I don't f*ck with no hater
I glow like a lazer, I smoke then I savor
I wake up, throw up, from my off behaviour
I don't f*ck with you so I won't see you later
Out of breath, hard to talk, I just ran to the paper
I'ma get massive, I swear I won't taper
I can't f*ck with fakers, they not worth the labor
This life sucks and it's not worth the anger

[Vers 2]
Burn my hand and lose all the fingerprints
Bought b*tch some cheetah print 'cause I don't exist
Have you ever lost all your friends? 'Cause I did
Feel this pain in my head, never reached my wrist
That self harm came in the form of perc addiction
b*tch, my affliction is this chronic living, in my system
Chuck this sh*t and f*ck my nerves into some chronic pain
Hide my face with a blur, I don't want this brain
I'm invulnerable I swear, but don't touch me
I'm so handsome one day then I'm ugly
Am I changing? Am I worth the thought of this?
I need some clean air from all this oxygen
Toxic opiates make me f*ckin cope
I'm surviving, I ain't living, and I'm dying without hope
Ever feel the smoke hit the back of your throat
And you realize that your life is just one of God's jokes?
[Bridge]
I bet you never did, I bet you'll never know
I bet you'll drag someone around but never bring them home
You made my life like this, you made me who I am today
How I hate you so damn much but I forgot your name

[Pre-Chorus]
All this hatred in my heart for a person in my past that I can't change
All this love for this drug that ain't doing sh*t for me
Think my life finally got to change

[Chorus]
I'm in a flat major, I don't f*ck with no hater
I glow like a lazer, I smoke then I savor
I wake up, throw up, from my off behaviour
I don't f*ck with you so I won't see you later
Out of breath, hard to talk, I just ran to the paper
I'ma get massive, I swear I won't taper
I can't f*ck with fakers, they not worth the labor
This life sucks and it's not worth the anger

[Outro]
I bet you never were, but f*ck you still occurred
Yeah, you were in my life, but f*ck it all, you're just a blur
Can't ever feel secure, I guess that's just my curse
You made me feel like dirt, but it's time to get my self worth