I Want Cancer for Christmas lyrics

[Verse 1]
They said to just be ourselves but we all knew that was never good enough
They said we had every chance but how could we not f*ck it all up?

[Chorus]
We would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make our hearts stop beating
We would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make ourselves stop breathing

[Break]

[Verse 2]
I remember grade school and started to notice
That I was the only kid sitting alone
I remember high-school and started to notice
That not much has changed since I was 6 years old

[Chorus]
I would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make my heart stop beating
I would spend a lifetime trying to figure out
How to make myself stop breathing
Stop breathing