Song 1 lyrics

[Verse 1]
Bugs and dust clouds
f*cked from the drought
They couldn't see on the camera reel
The county where boys can feel
[?]
And oh, Essex county, why couldn't you find
A place where we weren't sad or a place that we could thrive?

[Verse 2]
Let go of the bullsh*t
I never missed it
I lived my life going to see it
I'm going home
Let go of the bullsh*t
I never missed it
I lived my life going to see it
I'm f*cking going home

[Verse 3]
[?] never quit (I [?] for this)
Even if they did ([?])
Couldn't get over it

[Verse 4]
Lakes and rivers never gave anything
Only our sister's crying
I remember the dream you had
You couldn't help when your insides sh*t the bed
Lakes and rivers never gave anything
Only our memories drowning
Chris, can you help me fade to black?
I need it by tomorrow, I need it fast
Lakes and rivers never gave anything
Only our memories drowning
Chris, can you help me fade to black?
I need it by tomorrow, I need it fast
[Outro]
No one needed you, I had more to lose
No wonder why you're a recluse