another manic episode must be season 30 lyrics

[Verse]
I bet on dogs, I'm losin' sleep
Yet they all howl at me (You are so goddamn pathetic)
Then I looked in your eyes
The stars in the sky
I guess that this city's too bright
You were happy with me (God f*cking damn it)
I was so empty
Maybe I should change my number this week
And be with your serenity
You'll know exactly where I'll be
In the end, you'll always pity me