Patterns on the Wall lyrics

[Verse 1]
All I can see are these patterns on the wall
I'm on my knees trying to be [?] the patterns on the wall
I'm going blind trying to find the patterns on the wall

[Chorus]
Why can't I see what's inside of me?
And what I want to be is a pattern on the wall

[Verse 2]
All I can see are these patterns on the wall
I'm on my knees trying to be [?] the patterns on the wall

[Chorus]
Why can't I see what's inside of me?
And what I want to be is a pattern on the wall

[Outro]
And the wall goes on forever
And the pattern goes on forever
And I go on forever
And it all goes on forever