Illusion lyrics

[Verse 1]
And I know
She hates my friends so I had to let 'em go
And I know
She hates my clothes so I had to trade 'em all
I know I'm not myself, it's true
Just like the water in the desert, I am an

[Pre-Chorus]
Illusion
Illusion

[Chorus]
The mask I made is starting to crack, never could last
Nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control, back to square one
f*ck it, I surrender

[Verse 2]
And I know
I'm uncomfortable with things that I don't know
And I know
I hide from myself, oh, she told me so
I was afraid you'd leave me lonely
Just like the sunset over water, I am an
[Pre-Chorus]
Illusion
Illusion

[Chorus]
The mask I made is starting to crack, never could last
Nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control, back to square one
f*ck it, I surrender

[Bridge]
But now that you're gone
My reality was good enough, yeah
You may have left a mark on me, yeah
A reminder I'm not an

[Pre-Chorus]
Illusion
Illusion

[Chorus]
The mask I made is starting to crack, never could last
Nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control, back to square one
f*ck it, I surrender