i hope god f*cking hates me lyrics

[Chorus: kalia]
God should just hate me
I don’t know much, but I know that I’m wanting to die
Tell me I’m famous, I can’t keep track of the sh*t right in front of my eyes
I’m on my fake sh*t, I tell you I’m happy, but all of my words are just lies
I can’t keep on hating, one day I’ll change and I’ll fix all the sh*t in my mind
All of the sh*t in my mind, I’m fine leaving you behind
I’m gonna pop out, and I’ll cry, I’m gonna d-d-d-d-die
I’m gonna fail sh*t, so you’re right, it’s just another fork in my life
It’s just another time that I’ll try, and I say that it’s alright

[Verse 1: kalia]
Don’t act too fake, taking your brain and then laughing my ass to the bank
Wipe the smile off your face, b*tch, I’m too violent, I’m hoping your life gets erased
You’re worried 'bout b*tches, don’t give a f*ck, I’m done taking picturеs, oh
You’re worried 'bout dumb sh*t, tell mе you hate me, yeah girl, I just love it
I ruined your friendships, ruined your life, punched your face to the dentist
I went and f*cked up your whole plan, done making money, ain’t done making demands
I am hoping you die, hoping you lie, hoping you cry
Hoping, yeah girl, I ruined your life, I'm on my arc and ill never deny

[Chorus: kalia]
God should just hate me
I don’t know much, but I know that I’m wanting to die
Tell me I’m famous, I can’t keep track of the sh*t right in front of my eyes
I’m on my fake sh*t, I tell you I’m happy, but all of my words are just lies
I can’t keep on hating, one day I’ll change and I’ll fix all the sh*t in my mind
All of the sh*t in my mind, I’m fine leaving you behind
I’m gonna pop out, and I’ll cry, I’m gonna d-d-d-d-die
I’m gonna fail sh*t, so you’re right, it’s just another fork in my life
It’s just another time that I’ll try, and I say that it’s alright
[Verse 2: Lytra]
Say that its alright
I cannot keep up with the things I see in my mind
Tell me I'm safe now, [?]
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